The hardest thing

The HARDEST thing

Truely This day was the hardest thing I had to do.
Everything from waking up ... to going to bed ( if i can even go to bed ) .
To be doing something you dont want to do is so hard. I Hate that I had to do all this today - because this is what HE wanted.
The hardest thing is to not be wanted.. and I cannot beleive i made him feel this way. Unintentionally but I did.
I get the message loud and clear... today living was the hardest thing I had to do.

Today was the day I had to go file the dissolution papers.... Today was the hardest thing.