Yesterday Today and Tomorrow

Welcome once again to a re-done reorganized blog... big changes in store.

Origininally a few years ago I started this blog through a hard time, evolved it into a family blog, and now will reclaim this as primarily my blog.

It is truely my Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.



The man I love, and was married to for close to 10 years has again decided to leave us. So with this please deal with me as we transition and find our wings.



Please keep any and all comments nice - as I do not have hard feelings at this time to him - only confusion, frustration and hurt.



Keep reading - this will be great therapy!!

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Snow wonderful

I got these shots today while playing in the snow with roo... she loves the " snoooow " Its been a wonderful winter for snow much fun!



Friday, January 11, 2008

tubble roo!

Roo loves to tumble and mommy loves to take pictures so I guess this was a no brainer.

15 months old

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Thursday, December 20, 2007

Christmas 2007

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bubble trouble

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Tuesday, December 11, 2007

14 months

14 months

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Sunday, November 11, 2007

A day with daddy at the park

the 2 true loves of my life!We went to manito park today and I snapped this while he was playing with roo

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Thursday, November 08, 2007

I could cry for my friend

I decided I needed to blog, cause something is on my mind so much lately.

Ive been doing a great deal of thinking, which in itself is amazing sometimes, but this time its true! I have a friend who I care for alot.. She, along with her kids hold a special place in my heart but im frustrated. Over the 2 years i have known her I have heard, seen and worried so much over certain situations. I really thought that she would have moved on and found her feet touching the ground by now from one inparticular but its just not happening. I continue to support her and be there, all the while she knows how i feel - THATS WHAT MAKES A GOOD FRIEND! but im getting worried again. very worried.

* let me say that sometimes i do wonder and worry about mike and I for example. Are we ok, am i a good wife? he a good husband, father, lover etc.... then when i put it in the the grand sceme of things- NO WAY DO I HAVE WORRIES. When issues like that that my friend is having come up it makes me reassure myself even more that what mike and I have is wonderful, right, loving, and true. I have no worries. He loves me, respects me, works for us daily - and i dont mean material wise i mean to be together etc. and I him. He is my best friend, my co-parent, my partner, lover, soul mate and more! Everything a marriage should be..... and more.

This is not what my friend has at all not even remotely. Maybe co-exitsting but certainly not healthy or right... Why my friend would be willing to put her and her kids through a apparently endless hell is beyond me. She was glowing today when i seen her, shes beautiful daily inside and out! , her kids are all 3 so wonderful each in their own way - and its all HER doing she raises them, feeds them, teaches them etc.!!! Shes a great mom, a trusting friend, a loving soul and is just searching for something/one who can make her happy and treat her right. Recently her other half and im using that loosely was away for a few months working, again very loosely. While he was gone she was doing so good, for herself talking better about herself her children were dressing better, getting stuff they have wanted, and she was working on fixing the house- i never once seen her unhappy other than missing him! When he got back home it went sour... shes down again, shes the one working while he sits hom doing god knows what, but its not taking care of the kids, hes sneeky, lies to her habitually, and is a self coinceeded ass hole about oh i dunno.. 120% of the time?!

This is the same man who days after she had a c-sec from hell was making her clean, cook care for the children etc cause he wouldnt.The same man who puts her down for her imperfections, yet thinks nothing of his own, dgrates her and the family by his actions, words and ways..... and yet.....hes still called a man.

It hurts badly to see a friend go through this.. all i want to do is see her happy, like she was. to see those kids grow up knowing that this way of life isnt right, ok or even remotely acceptable...

What can I do? Ive told her this time and time again- she knows everything i have said... i just want to stop her pain.

Sigh--- all in time superwoman all in time!

Thursday, November 01, 2007

sick roo October 2007

Roo was in the hospital with ecoli and a uti for a week over halloween... here are some of the pics.


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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

A pumpkin picker

We took Madaya to the pumpkin patch this past weekend to pick pumpkins. The weather was unseasonibly warm and sunny and the farm was packed full of people!
She loved all the colors of the different shaped pumpkins and had fun thumping on a few with daddy.
It was a wonderful day filled with food, fun and family.
Heres a couple photos of our fun filled day.

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im thankful for my harvest :
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and how roo did the corn maze....
she was amazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzing :)
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The begining of a beautiful thing?

Well here we are a little more than a year since our beautfiful baby girl entered into this world. We had a website up for just her for the first year of her life, of which I updated often to keep friends and family close even when they couldnt be here in person. The response was truely amazing, and now that we are getting ready to take down that site I am in search of a new way to keep everyone up to date. So... A blog looked like a good thing to try.
No promises here but II am going to try my best to keep this page as up to date as possible. Since I know nothing of this blogging stuff its going to take a bit of time first until I can navigate this freely.
Please feel free to comment us, add us or whatever you would like just dont loose us!


April, Michael and Madaya