WLS update

Tonight I went to another meeting, this one was a new place ( rockwood/Sacred Heart ) as you will recall I am switching programs after the feeling that the other just isnt where I want to be.
I was elated today to find out about this surgeon who has come so highly recomended and to hear another point of view.
I am now more than ever ready for this tool, to be placed. I am ready for the journey to keep making its road clear to me and get to the spot where I can sit in the trees look down my path and think wow - I made each turn so perfectly.

Ok so maybe in a perfect world that will happen, but in our world, not likely. It will however, be what I make it to be. Im in controll.

I learned some things today that have me feeling very peacefull, and although this surgeon presented us with tons of info its as if he was speaking to me. I would think its cause it all hits so close to home.

My mom has been a wonderful support. Shes been to some meetings with me, and although I know she struggles with the thought of me doing this, shes so happy that I have a chance at shedding some of my medical problems.
My aunt with with us today -and although I am not sure if she went to learn about it, support me or maybe to think about it for herself , when we walked out she told me I was brave, and she didnt realize theres so much to it, and she couldnt do it herself.

Shes right - its not for everyone.
You know my worries and that i have heard from many about it being the easy way out - HA theres NOTHING easy about any of this journey and the surgery to place the tool is no different.

I am now waiting to meet with the surgeon 101 and praying for a surgery date mid january. However insurance can * CAN * take up to 6 months. Im hoping since ive been on this path, and lot of it was done, it call all roll on?
We will see...


until next time....