Yesterday Today and Tomorrow

Welcome once again to a re-done reorganized blog... big changes in store.

Origininally a few years ago I started this blog through a hard time, evolved it into a family blog, and now will reclaim this as primarily my blog.

It is truely my Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.



The man I love, and was married to for close to 10 years has again decided to leave us. So with this please deal with me as we transition and find our wings.



Please keep any and all comments nice - as I do not have hard feelings at this time to him - only confusion, frustration and hurt.



Keep reading - this will be great therapy!!

Monday, December 29, 2008

What do you do?

This could get long - so theres your warning. I am on such a roll right now its not even funny --- have to get alot out. Today we were driving up north and it was a long ride to do some damn accidents because everyone forgot how to drive on the slick, snowy roads overnight :).
So for 2 hours I sat there in the passenger seat just thinking about what was on my mind. In my attempt to sleep better tonight, I suggested, and then agreed with myself I would blog it out and drop it so that I can focus on sleep.
Some of these issues are on going, and I am sure to think of them again soon, but maybe for the peace of the moment I will be ok to get it out now.
The world is spinning, and this I cannot controll .... but I dont have to like every direction right?!
Or wrong?

Sometimes I feel Im wrong to be right!

My mind is so full, and heavy and I know something simply has to give. ( read my somethings gotta give blog. ) lol. I just am at limits.

So without further ado....

What do you do when.... ( and in no specific order ) PLEASE FEEL FREE TO COMMENT!

- Your toddler wont sleep, is peeing on things, and smacking people!!!!!! HELP!

- Someone you love is doing something so wrong you need to stop it but no matter how hard you have tried it just keeps happening?

- Your bestest friend isnt so " best " right now and you really need one of those around?!

- Your Husbands family is the better family at the moment, because for once theres no drama and your side is full of it lately!?

- When the God parents of your child, and people you love so much, dont seem to want much to do with you in turn your child?

- Someone in your family has children that is causing alarm, and worry. You say many things, along with others in your family - and still - nothing betters, or goes away?

- Your husbands job is playing mind games, but yet he needs the money, so hes working his ass off?

- Your apartment manager is not doing a great job ( not even good ) at de icing, snow removal and or maintence of important issues?

- Your car doesnt move in the snow? And you have no money for chains or tires?

- Your tired, havent slept well in days, and just need a break?

- What do you do when you go to the mall by yourself just so you know beyond a doubt your not alone in this world ( actually theres alot out there. I counted 11 other mothers in the same boat - per my guesses ) .

- When people change to make others happy?

- You know the source of most rumours, and that source says its ALWAYS someone else, and wont own up to anything to bring up to them?

- Your grandparents WONT LISTEN to their family and come home safe ... hopefully, sound? Your worried sick about them and even though you try not to care, you just do?

- You need to move - but you kinda dont want to? Your affraid of becoming " Movers " and you like to be stable. Secure. Content.

- Your husband says youll need breast inplants if you loose 100lbs and its bugging you!?

- Your serious about all this and dont know what to do?!

What would you do... lemme hear it?!

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