She hurts... and theres nothing I can do

So shes hurting inside right now, and theres nothing I can do.
I used to know each and every thing as to why and how she was feeling, and now I have no clue.
Im not the chosen one to comfort her - she wont let me in.
Im not in the know about who or what is on her mind - she hasnt filled me in.
I used to be the one to know each and every thought - I used to be the one to hold her when she was distraought.
My heart breaks that I cant help her. I cant help those who dont want it.
But it hurts so bad that I dont know exactly how to fix it. I miss her as is, and when shes hurting and I can feel it, it makes it all that much worse. I miss her more.
I miss the happiness in her eyes, and I miss sharing these words with her. I miss comforting her laughing with her and even doing nothing at all with her.
I wish she wasnt hurting, I wish she wasnt an emotional mess, I wish she could have enjoyed this past holiday and I hope she knows what she means to me. Regardless of how things are. She deserves so much better than what life has handed to her to make her sad.
I hope shes ok, and I hope to know why someday... Until then Ill keep thinking and praying as I do for her, me, us.

She hurts... and there's nothing I can do.