Yesterday Today and Tomorrow

Welcome once again to a re-done reorganized blog... big changes in store.

Origininally a few years ago I started this blog through a hard time, evolved it into a family blog, and now will reclaim this as primarily my blog.

It is truely my Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.



The man I love, and was married to for close to 10 years has again decided to leave us. So with this please deal with me as we transition and find our wings.



Please keep any and all comments nice - as I do not have hard feelings at this time to him - only confusion, frustration and hurt.



Keep reading - this will be great therapy!!

Thursday, December 11, 2008

I am just so frustrated with her

She knows it I am sure. Ive said it to her.
I just dont want it to be an issue.
I just dont want it to be more than it is...
I just worry.
Wonder.... wait.

Slow down I think about her, Take it all in,
Relax and know that they are loved and that the more they push the more others push them away.

I enjoy the time I have with them, let that time be good!
Dont complicate things.

I tell my mind to NOT THINK ABOUT THIS its just the way she is. I vent it out and move past it... only to find something new the next day.
Just LIVE I think about her.
JUST......... JUST...... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH scream.

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