Somethigns gotta give!

And it better give soon.

I am so damn tired and stressed lately its driving me nuts.

Im yelling more, Im wound up, I cant sleep and Its taking a toll on me.
Somethings gotta give.

Madaya is usually so easy going, so wonderful and so mindful of manners and what were asking, saying and expecting of her - even though shes 2.
This past 6 days or so though - FORGET IT its all be forgotten. She wont listen, is doing horribly naughty things, trying each and every nerve of Daddy and I and just in generall being honery!

.... Then theres the dogs. Seriously If you knew my 2 that live here you would know my issues. Kia is a spaz. Simply put. Shes famous for jumping all over with little to no reason or rhyme, and shes a handful, shes always barking, and jumping up against things. We have a 60gal fish tank fully filled and she jumps up against it and makes it splash - yes, shes that strong. It worries me. then shes ALWAYS jumping, on, over or around daya. Ugh ...
Then theres Kaydough. Hes normally my good boy but his health is getting bad. Hes been biting and nipping at mike and I when we put him to bed ( which he used to love ) and is barking, nipping and getting really restless with madaya and her playing around him. Im worried sick that he will turn on her as is the vet, but theres nothing I can do.
Hes just at that age. I dont know if we should consider ( gulp ) putting him down, or what/..... theres nothing else the vet can do without damaging his liver more, or killing him by giving more meds. Both of witch arent options.

Then theres my depression... in generall being housebound is not helping.

I guess what Im coming to is...


SOMETHINGS GOTTA GIVE.

I cant keep yelling, being tense and the like.
You know my pulse was 122 the other day along with a 130/90 ( yikes ) Blood pressure.

Seriously....