Yesterday Today and Tomorrow

Welcome once again to a re-done reorganized blog... big changes in store.

Origininally a few years ago I started this blog through a hard time, evolved it into a family blog, and now will reclaim this as primarily my blog.

It is truely my Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.



The man I love, and was married to for close to 10 years has again decided to leave us. So with this please deal with me as we transition and find our wings.



Please keep any and all comments nice - as I do not have hard feelings at this time to him - only confusion, frustration and hurt.



Keep reading - this will be great therapy!!

Friday, May 23, 2008

Just the Facts

Just the Facts :

- I did ask him to come home.
- I did take him for granate before.
- I do love him.
- I am not the only one who did wrong.
- I am not the one who cant control my anger.
- I do deserve better from him .... not better than him.
- I have not filed for ANY support for Madaya, and have been patient.
- I have held hope that he is lost, and will find his family to be his light house.
- I am not the one going " out " all the time.
- I was hurt too.
- I have been the full time parent. Mommy is my name.
- I made sure daily daya knew what Daddy was doing working, making sure she would love him, respect him and miss him.
- I held my breath.
- I held things against him. Things that made me bitter.
- I appologized and meant it.
- I have been the one waiting for him all this time... for our life to begin.
- I get butterflies when I think about, hear, or see him!
- I throw up every time I think about him with her.

- I WILL BE OK!

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