How the Hell does he ....

How the hell does he not know how hard it is for me to watch him drive off with our daughter when I beleive I should be right next to him - going as a family. With the man I love. the daughter we created.

How the hell does he not know I cry myself to sleep each and every night?

How the hell can he say I didnt want him? Does he even know how much he IS/WAS wanted... AHHHHHH


How the hell does he know his happiness isnt with the family HE helped make?
How the hell does he know his happiness isnt finally coming home to his wife who's been waiting... who loves him who wants him and who is sorry? BUT IS HUMAN?!

and how the hell does he know WHAT I DO AND DONT WANT?

How the hell can he distroy us?

Ive waited for him for so long, and still left waiting.... only this time, I know hes not coming home. But how the hell is he to know - he dont care!

I want to hold him - How the hell does he know?

I want to come home to him too - How the hell doesnt he know?

I want to love my family as a whole - How the hell does he know?

I love him for who he is and want to grow with him - always have.... BUT HOW THE HELL DOESNT HE KNOW!

Does he know though what hes doing? How the hell....