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Ok so I got the apartment ---
and Mike took Madaya and I to get a car. A more affordable one. And Way more economical ( did i spell that right ). We went hoping to try to roll the durango into another car and keep payments 1/2 of what they are now or so. They wouldnt take the durango cause we owe too much and we would have to put about 5k down and even at that payments would be the same as they are now.. So mike and I took the time to think about it and decided, we would get the car on its own, and the durango will have to go with the BR. We simply cannot afford the durango - and its not a must.
With car, and car insurance we will be at about 1/2 what we pay for the SUV. Looking forward to this.

As to the apartment - the plan is the same. Madaya and I will be moving. Maybe someday Mike will move back home, but for now - theres steps to be taken, things to work on , and love to grow on.

He just left thismorning for work --- hiopefully his last trip - but who knows yet. We had a great last few days, and have discovered alot. Ill keep the details to us, but deffinatly feeling better about us. He amazes me so much. How he can be so strong and keep on going gives me strength. I sure dont want him to be alone through all of this and am still hoping he knows i am here. Blocking others out to focus on us, has been a huge blessing.
I need to get daya fed, and get this house cleaned. One day at a time!