Yesterday Today and Tomorrow

Welcome once again to a re-done reorganized blog... big changes in store.

Origininally a few years ago I started this blog through a hard time, evolved it into a family blog, and now will reclaim this as primarily my blog.

It is truely my Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.



The man I love, and was married to for close to 10 years has again decided to leave us. So with this please deal with me as we transition and find our wings.



Please keep any and all comments nice - as I do not have hard feelings at this time to him - only confusion, frustration and hurt.



Keep reading - this will be great therapy!!

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Wanted : Baby sister


I took Madaya with me to visit a friend in the Antepartum ward at Sacred Heart tonight.
Upon our leaving I took her by the nursery windows. She seen some babies ( there were 3 ). She said " look momma - my baby sister " . To which I replied NO - WE DO NOT HAVE A BABY! She started throwing a fit and saying over and over to go back get her baby sister!
We got to the elevator, went to get on and a lady said to her " were you here visiting a baby?" daya said " YES MY BABY SISTER" to which I turn red in embarasement and say " oh no were not here for our baby - we dont have one ... " daya gets louder " go back mommy - get my sister... go back my baby sister " by this time she is practically on the floor of the lobby and like 4 women and a security gaurd are looking at me like they are watching some sort of circus show and im leaving my baby there and tormenting my daughter.. how sad.

Apparently roo wants a baby sister.
Shes been on this kick a while.
Even telling us she didnt want the other room in our house cause " its for my baby sister - lilah!" and kissing me saying thanks for her sister.

IM NOT PREGNANT DONT WANT TO GET PREGNANT AND HAVE NO IDEA WHY SHES HOOKED!! ( maybe god is telling us something for the future through her - we will see when we look back?!).

* theres a book we should get her ( OR MAYBE SHE READ IT?!) I want a baby sister!

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