Yesterday Today and Tomorrow

Welcome once again to a re-done reorganized blog... big changes in store.

Origininally a few years ago I started this blog through a hard time, evolved it into a family blog, and now will reclaim this as primarily my blog.

It is truely my Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.



The man I love, and was married to for close to 10 years has again decided to leave us. So with this please deal with me as we transition and find our wings.



Please keep any and all comments nice - as I do not have hard feelings at this time to him - only confusion, frustration and hurt.



Keep reading - this will be great therapy!!

Monday, January 19, 2009

WLS UPDATE : Physc Eval take 2

So I anxiously awaited from last thursday until today for the " Second part of my Physcological Evaluation ".
I was nervous because first, no one ever said it would take 2 visits, and I was worried and just * knew * I was going to fail since Dr. P wanted to see me again today...

Upon getting there, we were talking about last thursdays visit and stuff, then got into more of the how I plan to handle this, what I think of all of this etc. And how I want to continue to see her. I like to have a therapist, and I do like her ALOT. Shes wonderful and told me that last week listening to me was hard for her, because she is so much like me.
Infertile ( had children through adoptions ), medically ill, once overwheight etc.

She said that I unlike so many others, answered things on my test in ways she hadnt seen. I apparently am NOT interested in this surgery for cosmetic reasons, and really wanna persue my health. Why I had to pay to figure or prove this all is beyond me, but there it was in black and white :)
To sum my extensive 2 hour visit up in a few brief words : I GOT THE GREEN LIGHT AND FULL SUPPORT FROM DR. P!!!!!!

She will be sending my stuff over to the surgeon this week, so we can file for final insurance, and then schedule PRE - OP!!!
WOOT WOOT.
Im thrilled.

I will see her again before surgery, and then a couple times after, to help deal with some of the anxieties about this all. I feel really positive in this direction and am happy to be on the other side of this lil hill now :)
Now...

While I was waiting outside for my mom to pick me up, I snapped a few misc pics of her building and the others around it.
She owns/and works out of the " Undercliff house " which is a mansion built in 1889. Its so breathtaking!
infront of the mansion is a the Marycliff highschool from the early 1900's and snapped these on the walk around...
simple snap shots from my cheapie digi in b/w

* Ive been reading alot about these buildings and will post soon for your pleasure *












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