Yesterday Today and Tomorrow

Welcome once again to a re-done reorganized blog... big changes in store.

Origininally a few years ago I started this blog through a hard time, evolved it into a family blog, and now will reclaim this as primarily my blog.

It is truely my Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.



The man I love, and was married to for close to 10 years has again decided to leave us. So with this please deal with me as we transition and find our wings.



Please keep any and all comments nice - as I do not have hard feelings at this time to him - only confusion, frustration and hurt.



Keep reading - this will be great therapy!!

Monday, January 19, 2009

Best if she wants to be!

I recently had posted a thought I had been having.

.... And I think I got a good answer!
She is the Best! Shes the best for herself right now, Shes the best for many at this time. And shes doing the best that she knows how.
I think she scares her self, or worries alot about maybe things not being how they should, awkward or maybe just not " right " . But hopefully she seen things are fine. Should be. and will be?
I took a big plunge. I asked to make plans. Good plans. but with no set boundries. Take it as it comes type of things right?
.... RIGHT!
It was perfect we all had a wonderful day, and I dont mean just Mike and I... I really hope all of us. We shopped, had dinner, then went out for some fun. It was just like old times. Good times. the times we missed and are missing!
Oh how we missed.
" It didnt feel weird at all " she said at one point lastnight... Why would it? Were us.. your you. Its never been an issue!
" I missed you " she said... we missed you too.
" We need to do this again " she said... OF COURSE WE DO DAMN IT!

So hopefully this is a great show of what it should be, and maybe what needs to happen. A leap of faith of both parties for sure. But its not like its never happend before :).
Im proud. Im happy. Im hopeful. Im taking one thing at a time.
Theres soooo much more I want to explore, and I've missed out on. Wonder if she wonders what shes missed?

Time will tell, and I can tell with time things should be fine. Lesson learned!
Shes the best she can be, right now!

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