Party mess

Totally and completely Confused?! Annoyed Even?


I just needed to blog a minute and get this off my mind, cause apparently its on it way tooooooo much.

Im a mess at the moment and I feel so weird.

First off I think im Annoyed... then i think im Hurt, Sad, Worried, so Ill sum it up with CONFUSED!! A whole mix of emotions.

My nephew just turned 3 this week and we were hoping to go to his b-day party however my sister decided that a party at chucky cheese at 8, yes i said 8!! pm would be appropriate for saturday night. That whats sad is i would love to go but daya has no right being there playing that late and try to get to bed by 10. It winds me up its sure to wind her up. Im sad that we have to miss it and worried that my nephew will think we just dont want to be there? How untrue... Meanwhile hes way to young to understand what and why! His mom makes me mad, she knew thats not a good time for many many reasons for many people yet insists on it. So rather than a party looks like it will be a family dinner for them, which hey, ok they are used to it.
Ive been questioned as to why i can take daya to applebees at 9pm during the week but not chucky cheese. First off ANY parent would agree that being hyper before bed is NOT ideal. Second off Daya does not run around on a sugar high at 9 pm at applbees. Infact.. i havent gone last week cause i feel its more of a trouble than worth.. shes been a mess while out, a complete loud mouth, and just doesnt unwind when we get home.
Althought it breaks my heart I have to keep grounded that Honestly this is a silly move, and its just not a logical " party " time for a childs birthday.

Ok then im gonna tread into this deeper water here.... Bear with me as my thoughts are scattered. Some of the comments to me have been about we " have excuses " " talk about/ down of " my sister and her family... of which i openly admit i have many " downs" on them however when i choose to stand my ground on some issues and people tell me this it usually hits me cause i dont get the fact that some of these people are also ones who say stuff, but then do a 180?! i dont get it... and dont want to understand it fully it just hurts that this is exactly why shes gotten the way she is... no one does what they say, or says what they mean. PERIOD. GRRRR... I dunno

ill end for now...