SICK! This is why I dont like this world

Sick world...


I just had to get some stuff off my mind before i can go back to bed.

I stayed up tonight to hear the news, because earlier my Aunt Ann had called to say that she was upset cause there were police and such taking photos in her neighbors house and she had a bad feeling... KXLY was on scene so i waited to see.

Her bad feeling came to light. They announced her Neighbor ( im keeping her name private cause it hasnt been released ) / friend was murdered in her own home, apparently by her live in friend. - investigation on going -

What the hell?

This comes after a weird turn of events around here anyways. You all know i HATE full moons. too many sicko's and weird things happen. It all started Friday - the school across the street from me was locked down, while they searched for a man with a gun, who said he was going to kill his ex girlfriend and himself and then later that morning they found, There was a 25 y.o. man who shot himself and was found about oh i dunno... 500 feet from my house, in the school yard. Wasnt fun to watch unfold, and I was creeped out thinking THIS HAPPENS? in real life....

Then Saturday and Sunday I just felt Off. Just Off

Then Today this... Sucks. My aunt, the one who lives next to ________, who was just killed. Is sensitive to this all anyways because a couple of years ago she found her other neighbor and close friend dead in his room, he had shot himself. So of course her mind is filled with bad things anytime theres cops, ambulances etc around her home... it just breaks my heart to think that this world really is this damn sick!! and the impacts on even the sometimes the most distant people really are astranomical sometimes. Its just a unfortunate turn of events, that makes you stop and think... wow, what next?!



SICK SICK SICK!!!

ugh - i dunno rather to be mad, sad or indifferent.

Tonights Sadness : My wish is that ________ May rest in peace. No matter her life circumstances, and some peoples opinions of her ______, was a wonderful caring person. She put others first, and truely did try to be better for herself. Sometimes people are just cut too short. And in this case, given the chance people coulda seen big things from her! May god be with her in her new journey.

Until next time...

Keeping my Peace.