Ironic

Yesterday I decided I have to get out of the bed, try to wein off the adivan and make normal life for roo and I.
I love going to church and thats the first place I went...

What I didnt know is the sermon was on HARD MARRIAGES!!! oy. I made it through though and actually realized I am doing right. He is abandoning his vows which makes him wrong. without truely trying.

At anyways there is a new divorce care group to go to... Im going to pay the 40.00 and sign up for it. Its to meet with other divorcees and children who are going through this unwillingly and get support and tools to better manage.
I think it will be a good start.

Daya told her sunday school teacher that her daddy wont be at church anymore - he moved out. GRRRR.
It kills me.

So here is the plan - Im going to get the support from the church to help learn this new way.
my work is being awesome.
Mike is well on his way to his freedom

I meet with the advocate for me, and madaya this week to make sure were getting what we need, and changing things up a bit.
Im focusing on what I need to do to get healthy again and get on with this life.
Theres even thoughts in time, I may join a church singles group just for friendship and companion. Its scarey - but honestly I know ill be ok.