Getting better...

At accepting what is.

Life is what it is, and along with that are all the decissions I have made, we have made or just the things that happen to us as humans.
I am learning to accept what is.

This past week I have felt emotionally better. I had my apt with my physco yesterday and even she was releived to see me a lil' more at peace.
I don't really know why other than this past week I litterally have done nothing. No schedule, no cleaning no anything - I think I needed to crash and its what I did. I'm feeling refreshed and focused now and looking forward to the things to come. I told Dr. Palmer I really wish I could feel like this for awhile - I like this feeling, I just need to find a happy medium, I need to accept what is.