Are you freaking serious??

.... Do you ever wake up and think to yourself or even say out loud " Is this seriously my life?! ".

Well --- WE DO!

I am to the point I can write about this because lord knows following the event I wasnt in such a state.
We went to they phsyco today and she put a good spin on it ---- all stuff we cannot control, and the reality is this - THIS IS OUR LIFE!!

Are you freaking serious?!

You all know that we have had our struggles for way too long, and that just when things look up, more often then not were shot down again.
Then some wonder why it is I get affraid to hope... HELLO this is why.

¤ We overcame a huge battle lastmonth, I thought we wouldnt pull out of it, it left us with no money litterally as we struggled to only pay our needs, and our set bills.... slowly we became aware of the fact that if we worked hard and stayed " grounded " we would be debt free again, and back in the green come XX payday. XX payday gets closer, my feelings are getting better, mike is feeling ok, like hey we can do this ....

AND BAM!!! He comes home with notice that he most likely will be laid off of work on August 19th!

Need I say more?!

Loosing his job means alot. It means income - gone. It means health care - gone. It means staying in the green - gone.
The one thing it doesnt change is him, I or madaya we have each other, but goodness, cant we catch a break?!

Time will tell .... but for now, seriously this is our life!