Its really hard to beleive ( most of the time ) that its been 3 months already, but in many ways it shows.
I am still " so new " at all of this and learning more each day that in the same 3 months that seems its been forever it really does seem like just yesterday.
3 months isnt far into it at all.
At this point I am down to 160lbs. I run around 158-159 but Im going with 160 because I think it leaves a little margin there for my frequent errors ;).
I wear a size 12/14 pants and a XL ( 14/16) top. My body is disgusting to me more and more each day and I am having a very hard time coping with the rapid change of it all.
My phsyco says this is normal, and I am doing well... I beg to differ!
60+ lbs in 3 months is hard!!! VERY HARD!! in more ways than I ever EVER imagined. Someday I hope I can see, and say oh... wow, that was fun but today wont be it.
I struggle to eat properly, drink enough and best yet--- remember to take ALL my vitamins. Im working daily on these goals.
I feel fabulous though about my health and even with all going on its been an amazing journey and I would do it again in a heart beat.
I just got to the ok to start toning, so Im doing that now that will help in many ways. More than anything I am trying to heal mentally from what this has been doing to me. Wow - who woulda thought?!
No one can warn you of these things!
I need to go for now, but thats the semi-update. I see my surgeon's team on July 14th and will give the official ( but late ) 3 month update then!
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