Yesterday Today and Tomorrow

Welcome once again to a re-done reorganized blog... big changes in store.

Origininally a few years ago I started this blog through a hard time, evolved it into a family blog, and now will reclaim this as primarily my blog.

It is truely my Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.



The man I love, and was married to for close to 10 years has again decided to leave us. So with this please deal with me as we transition and find our wings.



Please keep any and all comments nice - as I do not have hard feelings at this time to him - only confusion, frustration and hurt.



Keep reading - this will be great therapy!!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Am I exausted?! Or out of my mind..

Either way ... I dont like it in the least.

The past couple of weeks Ive been so nutty busy its not funny. We all have - its been go go go go and then go!



Were mid Bankruptcy now, and for those of you who dont know - the new BR laws suck ass! Seriously as if it wasnt hard enough before now its full of debt management classes, counseling, budgets, paperwork and oh yeah STRESS AND MONEY ... ironic ?!

With that and everything else that weve been dealing with ( mainly house work, yard work, work etc ) I am just feeling overwhelmed and tired.



Mike is home alot these days and I hate the time he is away... this leads me to the thought that anxiety is playing a game with me too. This week we will be leaving for seperate adventures and I am kinda nervous about being away that long without him. It will be the first in a very very long time.



I made an apt with my phsyco for Wed @ 11:30 in hopes she can shed some light on things.


With all of this stuff my health is failing and thats not a good healthy place for me to be. I cant take care of roo and Mike if I cant take care of myself. I have to get back on track... I have to breath...



Breath...



Breath...



Am I out of my mind? Or just Exausted?!

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