Yesterday Today and Tomorrow

Welcome once again to a re-done reorganized blog... big changes in store.

Origininally a few years ago I started this blog through a hard time, evolved it into a family blog, and now will reclaim this as primarily my blog.

It is truely my Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.



The man I love, and was married to for close to 10 years has again decided to leave us. So with this please deal with me as we transition and find our wings.



Please keep any and all comments nice - as I do not have hard feelings at this time to him - only confusion, frustration and hurt.



Keep reading - this will be great therapy!!

Saturday, August 11, 2007

how do you give..

so how do you...


How do you give a speach at a wedding but just not any wedding

Its not just any speach but a speach that says everything thats in your heart, and everything you have ever said over the years?

How do you put in to words how you feel about a situation, a person, a love ?

My BF is getting married in oh you know, about 13 days ( plus a few hours ) and I as the maid of honor am going to have to suck my tears up ( and its gonna require a shopvac or something ) and find the strength to stand up and tell the world how i feel about this...

So how do I tell everyone that I love these people with out reservations, I am proud of them, their lives and their accomplishments. How do I share that their future is going to be so full of love, laughter and Happiness....
How do i tell them that I knew they would be together since before they even met- and i am gloating in all of this?
How do i tell her that shes the most beautiful bride, and him that he is the luckiest man? How do I give my best friend to my best cousin and welcome her again to a family shes already been welcomed to 20 times over? This is where they belong - and how do I tell them They are wonderful together.

Even if i find just the right words....... How do I Not bawl?

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