A sign has been spotted, and I am unsure if I like it - But this too shall pass!
I just blogged lastnight the updates of how fast this WLS journey is going, and I was wrong to ask how my Wednesday could go since I was having a good week to start off!
Today ( Wednesday) devistation has hit me bright and early this am...
I knew, * Just Knew * things were too good to be true - I got a call from the clinic this am, around 7 to tell me everything is on hold.
I knew, * Just Knew * things were too good to be true - I got a call from the clinic this am, around 7 to tell me everything is on hold.
A MAJOR DETOUR!!
They could have done my pre-op tomarrow, but instead Im on a 30 day hold!
All my labs, tests and stuff from yesterday is PERFECT except one MAJOR thing:
MY THYROID IS OUT OF RANGE again,
the shitty thing is I know its my fault.
Ive been out of my Cytomel ( a t4 med ) for about 2 weeks, and the 200mcg of Levothyroxine is not enough apparently, my range yesterday was 8.9 which is WAY above where it should be ( 5 being max ).
So.... Detour it is. Theres no other choice. This intersection sucks, but at least I can see around the sign!
The only good thing I can keep thinking of is this : Now I know how I will move. Because, before I was going to be too close to surgery. It was alot on my plate and totally adding to the anxiety of it all! This will allow me to be settled in before surgery happens, and that in itself will be so much healthier mentally, and physically!
My plan of direction ( Knowing full well MY plans often arent GOD's PLANS! )
For the next 4-6 weeks ( ill re-test thyroid along the way ) I need to work on my pills, water intake, and MOVE.
Then re-eval and jump back on this beast of a horse. WHOLEY SHIT this WLS ride SUCKS talk about a roller coaster!
I was in tears. But everything happens for a reason, and this too shall pass.
I am going to stay focused as to the journey Ill get to look back on when I am at that finish line.
On a side note : My coordinator, Carol is leaving the clinic and the staff will be going through some major upsets. I think that maybe this could pose a lil problem too, but will try to stay grounded and stay on them to keep me in the loop, and not let me slip through the cracks.
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